Wow, thank you everyone for the warm welcome. It definitely cheered me up. Diaz, I think it is depression that brings me here, but I never have been diagnosed with it, but I also have never been to a doctor or therapist to know. I don't think I will ever go to one because I am not always depressed and generally I can be very happy. It is just those times when I am lonely that I feel depressed. When I am with friends or just doing something I enjoy I am happy so I don't think I actually have depression. I think I am just lonely. But, this community is awesome I agree, I like that it is small and I can say what is on my mind and know that I won't be judged.
Again, thank you.