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Excruciating

Postby Beany Boo » June 21st, 2016, 4:48 am

Okay, so I'm just gonna leave this message here and see how long I can leave it there before I 'have to' delete it. I figure if I expose myself to social interaction I've initiated myself I'll gradually get better at it. I'm already thinking about deleting, I haven't even submitted it! I wanna keep writing so I don't have to decide. If I have to delete it I can always write another one, and another. Shit, shit, shit and sorry.
Emotionally,

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Re: Excruciating

Postby brownblob » June 21st, 2016, 5:15 am

Hi Beany,
I go through those feelings all the time of thinking about deleting the whole time I'm writing a post and then start beating myself up as soon as I hit submit.
"I don't like people much and they don't much like me." John Nash A Beautiful Mind
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Re: Excruciating

Postby oak » June 21st, 2016, 4:50 pm

Beany Boo! Hang in there. You're doing great.
"Work is love made visible." -Kahlil Gibran

"We gotta make a decision: leave tonight or live and die this way." -Tracy Chapman
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Re: Excruciating

Postby Beany Boo » June 21st, 2016, 5:24 pm

Brownblob, Oak thank you.
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Re: Excruciating

Postby Imissmysun » June 29th, 2016, 7:38 am

You have a right to exist -

I always see how much light and goodness others see and see how much they could do and be -

I never give myself the same latitude -

You are heard and seen

Welcome - do not delete yourself
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